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07 October 2011 @ 08:39 pm
everyone. No one will ever find it.
09 September 2010 @ 04:40 pm
Ello. Today is a dreary day. Alittle chilly,makes me ALL excited for fall! Getting in a funk. A funk feeling,like I don't want anything anymore. Not a debbie downer. Nothing like that. Just want something more...if that makes sense. I want to run anway with my passport in hand and never return.nah,i would return,but not for awhile.I think all i would pack would be some amazing scarves,leggins,and sweatshirts. camp on the beaches of Scotland and Ireland. England and France. Indulge myself in the culture,food,and people.Take lots of picture and marvel at God's amazing-ness.We feed our souls with junk. Everything around us is junk...Food,tv,books,outside. I want to go somewhere pure. Fresh air.Fresh feeling.Openess and emptiness but the good emptiness.Open my mind to nothing.What a wonderful feeling.OR thought for that matter. Maybe someday. Going to bali in a little more than a month.So excited! We aren't getting married over there now, next time.So it's going to be 3 weeks of vacation. Holiday season is about to take over WM! yikes. I'm going to be training all the new people! exciting right? And got asked to be a manager if I wanted. But I don't want to. We surprised my mom by going home on monday but had to leave on tueday morning. I think I might go next week. Gotta see alot of people. I think I could be a hermit.
12 January 2009 @ 09:46 pm
Alrighty right~ So its' been awhile. Christmas is over and HECK New years is over!! I did get my ring for christmas!! yup. It's sooo beautiful! So been looking at different things with that. I'm excited. i'm not really doubting at this moment in time. I was at first, it made me nervous. Like my chest hurt, but i don' t feel that now. Work is good, started gourmet department lead. Working mornings , im' pretty tired from that. ME and Putu are doing well, we just have to compromise on stuff. Adjust. IT will be at least the end of the year. We will see. I miss him, but i'm tired now. I have to get up at 4. ughh. loves, jessica
17 June 2008 @ 04:07 pm

You are of two minds today. On one side, you can see the positive aspects of your life. Everything is fine and you understand your role in the big picture. But on the other side, you are dissatisfied with current circumstances that seem unchangeable. Your happiness depends on your ability to realize what is beyond your control. Don't waste your energy trying to reach unrealistic goals; appreciate what you have in the here and now.